Sometimes, the more you wanna try to get something, the more it eludes you.

Management Accounting I - A
Auditing II - A
Calendars and Astronomy - AD
Corporate Finance - B
Advance Financial Accounting I - B+
Company Law - C

Semester GPA: 3.325
Cumulative GPA: 3.622

Blow no. 1

Due to my carelessness in AFA, I failed to get an A grade for an accounting module for the first time. & my carelessness occurred in the simplest of the syllabus - Business Combination. Karma.

Blow no. 2

I don't know how the hell did I get a B for CF. I got a B+ from my CAs. & I'm actually quite confident of at least getting a B+ overall. So what has exactly happened, I don't even know that myself.

Blow no. 3

I know my theory modules always suck. No matter how hard I try, the result is still the same. But it's always such modules that contain high GPA and that sucked my ass hard, seriously. C for CLAW? Fuck that module.

Blow no. 4

My target of achieving a 3.7 cumulative GPA, has become unattainable now. I was so close to getting it and was aiming for it when my cumulative GPA was 3.684 last semester. I was so close to it, and now it's all dashed. It dropped a significant 0.062 to 3.622. Great huh.

Blow no. 5

This is the deciding semester for my university admission, and I screwed it up. Normally local universities require the results from the first five semesters for reference. My first four has been not bad, but the fifth one just pulled everything down. So here goes my major chances.

Conclusion

I don't deserve to get this fucking shit. I studied so hard for the exams. I give it my all. I studied through days and nights. I have the confidence. I have the ability. & this is what I get? Fuck off god.

Isn't that so?